Self-reflection through the lens of a room - a partial and spatial autobiography

Støvkornenes dans i solstrålerne (Dust motes dancing in the sunbeams), 1900, Vilhelm Hammershøi - Ordrupgaard Museum, Charlottenlund, Denmark

In this episode, I reflect on all the rooms I resided in leading up to 2002, as well as examine my depression and despairing attitudes regarding life before the onset of the colitis. In addition, I take a look back at two previous relationships, focusing on two women who were artistically inclined and yet emotionally couldn't have been more different.

All of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit quietly alone in a room.
— Blaise Pascal (1623-1662), Pensées
Das Balkonzimmer (The Balcony Room), 1845, Adolph Menzel - Alte Nationalgalerie, Berlin

Das Balkonzimmer (The Balcony Room), 1845, Adolph Menzel - Alte Nationalgalerie, Berlin

Pokój (pronounced: pawkwi) - Polish for ‘room’  and ‘peace’ - one of my current rooms of peace

Pokój (pronounced: pawkwi) - Polish for ‘room’ and ‘peace’ - one of my current rooms of peace

Christijan Robert Broerse